Why “having it all” doesn’t always equal happiness
By Jenna Milly
Twenty-five-year-old Kevin Breel is a successful comedian. He’s handsome,
charming, and in the prime of his life. His TED Talk received nearly 4 million views. He published a book when
he was 23. Everything looks grand on paper, but beneath the surface, things are different. Breel struggles with
depression on a daily basis.
“It’s hard to talk about,” he says. “And to add to that, you don’t see it on social media.” Most postings from
friends and family on social media are positive. From the outside, it looks like everyone is in a constant
state of perfection and joy, which makes things tough for people who are struggling to understand why they
aren’t happy.
Psychologists call it the “Success Myth,” the paradox of being successful while at the same time being
chronically unhappy. Breel thinks this happens because your external self and internal life are two very
different things.
“A lot of my friends are entrepreneurs and people pushing the envelope; and if anything, those kinds of jobs
make you more susceptible to the stress that comes from the pressure of success,” Breel says. “What people
don’t understand is that succeeding at all of those things outside of yourself can’t fix the things that are
wrong inside.”
Don Mordecai, MD, National Leader for Mental Health and Wellness at Kaiser Permanente, agrees with Breel.
“Mental health is influenced by a multitude of factors, some of which can originate from early childhood. If
you’re only focused on one element of your life, such as professional success, you could be neglecting
underlying issues important to your happiness and overall mental health.”
Overworking and being hard on yourself can lead to depression.
Imposter Syndrome
Chronic feelings of self-doubt and fear of being discovered as an intellectual fraud. Despite evidence
of abilities, those suffering from IS are unable to internalize a sense of accomplishment, competence,
or skill.
—U.S. National Institutes of Health
Research also shows that impostorism affects a wide range of people of both genders and multiple professions.
Men and women who routinely worked more than 11 hours per day had more than double the risk of developing depression.
The estimated percentage of people who will experience impostor syndrome at some point in their lives.
The results of a recent Harvard University study that spanned 80 years concluded that money and fame are not
the answer to lifelong happiness. In fact, good relationships were “better predictors of long and happy lives
than social class, IQ, or even genes,” according to The Harvard Gazette.1
And Dr. Selena Snow, a psychologist who specializes in depression, says that in part, the problem with focusing
on success and career is that it can become your sole identity and only source of life satisfaction. “If
something doesn’t go the way you wanted, it’s tough to tolerate,” she says. Creating a balance between
work, family, hobbies, and other interests help diversify value in your life. Then, if one thing doesn’t go
right in your career, it’s not the end of the world.
Being a workaholic or work-obsessed is only part of the reason why successful people can feel depressed or
unhappy with their lives. Snow says there’s a growing number of people suffering from “imposter syndrome.” It’s
the belief that you aren’t directly responsible for your success, rather it’s all due to luck. The burden and
sadness come from feeling ashamed that you are in fact an imposter.
“Depression doesn’t discriminate based on how much you have or how much you have accomplished,” says Bernard J.
Tyson, CEO of Kaiser Permanente. “We need to fight the stigma around mental health issues to make it easier for
people—including people who might look invincible to others—to come forward and seek care.”
Breel has seen it among his friends. “A lot of people struggle from massive insecurities and the reality is
that
they haven’t built a solid place of confidence for themselves,” he says. “Most of my friends are experiencing
a ton of things below the surface. When you’re left alone, you revert to your true psychological nature. I
think
it’s very common,” he says. He’s right. This state of unsettling sadness and depression is becoming more
prevalent
in the United States. When asked about the past 12 months of their life, an estimated 16.2 million people 18 or
older
suffered at least one major depressive episode in the past year. And that number is on the rise.
But why?
Much of this pressure to succeed is tied to achieving the American Dream–whether that be material success, industry accolades, or notoriety. It’s been estimated that the average worker today is roughly 400% more productive than in 1950.4 Americans, it seems, are working harder than ever before. A recent Gallup poll found that adults working full time in the U.S. reportedly worked an average of 47 hours a week, with nearly 4 in 10 adults saying they worked at least 50 hours a week.5 And to some, that number sounds low.
What happens if you work too much? Research shows it can lead to a snowball effect where other parts of your
life are impacted. The average American took about 20 days of vacation a year in 1978; in 2017, that’s down to
17.2 days a year.6 Sleep deprivation is also on the rise. A 2016 CDC report
showed that one-third of American adults don’t get enough sleep.7
Today’s access to technology can make you feel that you are literally always on the clock ( see
the companion article here for more on this). “Burnout” was a term coined in the 1970s, but it is gaining
a particular
relevance today. A 2017 report states that burnout in all sorts of professions is a new and growing phenomenon.
Although people with burnout don’t always have depression, the report says burnout may increase the risk of
someone getting depression.8
Bernard J. Tyson
Chairman and CEO,
Kaiser Permanente
This brings us to Millennials, the generation now working harder to succeed and feeling the weight of the
uptick in depression. According to Bensinger, DuPont & Associates, a firm that specializes in employee
assistance programs, one in five Millennials said they have been depressed on the job, the most of any age
group. With the economic ups and downs and worries about the future, that overwhelming sense of uncertainty
weighs on Millennials and Gen Xers. Having to work harder to achieve the same things that previous
generations got with less effort isn’t helping.
Looking at U.S. Census data from 2016, Millennials today are half as likely to own their homes as people
their age in 1975.9 A NerdWallet retirement report found that based on
projections, many young people won’t be able to retire until they’re 75. It’s just all around tougher to get
by—not to mention all those student loans (the price of college has nearly doubled for Millennials since their
parents went to school).
Is your career taking its toll? Here are some signs and symptoms of burnout.
“Younger folks have additional challenges in trying to manage work-life balance and step back from work and
attend to some other pursuits that would give them a sense of identity, meaning, and satisfaction,” Snow says.
But the struggle to succeed can make it seem as if that’s not an option.
And Millennials aren’t the only group affected by the stresses of “making it.”
Latinos, America’s largest minority, have the highest levels of stress among Americans, according to a report from the American Psychological Association.11 Of Latino youth, 22% have depressive symptoms.12 Compounding the problem is the lower rates of diagnosis and likely to see a mental health professional than non-Hispanic black or non-Hispanic white persons with the same level of symptoms.13
Depression affects people differently, but there are some warning signs. Mood swings, losing interest in your
favorite activities, weight loss or gain, drastic changes in sleep, and head or body aches that last more than
two weeks are some of the classic symptoms.
But Dr. Snow says depression is a treatable condition. The first step is to talk about it. Breel, whose book,
Boy Meets Depression came out in 2016 says, “Sometimes people get really worked up and they feel they
have to tell every person they ever met. Find one person you trust and respect. See how that feels. Sometimes,
that’s just so freeing.”
Breel also says he identifies with how frightening it can be to tell someone you’re suffering. “We build this
stuff in our head. We’re primal creatures, and we’re wired to want to be accepted and loved and doing this
contradicts that.”
That first conversation, Snow says, can lead you down a path of change. It may help you identify the problem at
work. Whether it’s a horrible boss, too much travel, long hours, or not enough sleep, there are solutions. Try
diversifying your life with volunteer work, more social interactions, and travel. If you need help figuring out
where to start, a valuable resource could also be an employer’s EAP (employee assistance program).
Going back to that Harvard study, open communication and building good relationships can be truer secrets to
success than fortune and fame. And knowing that each day brings the possibility of feeling better.
“The way you're feeling today doesn’t have to be the way you’re feeling tomorrow,” Snow says.
Talk to your family, friends, or a trusted advisor. Therapy isn’t the only strategy that might work.
For more information and resources on depression from Kaiser Permanente, go to FindYourWords.org.
If you need help, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (1-800-273-8255), a 24/7 resource that provides
free, confidential support for people in distress and their loved ones. You can also connect with the Lifeline
counselor online via chat. Lifeline services are also available in Spanish (1-888-628-9454). Tele-Interpreters
are available to provide support in over 150 languages.